Monday, June 10, 2013

one year post op!

June 11 is one year since the day of my surgery. I am feeling like I haven't lost enough weight, comparing myself to others who've lost more. It's so hard not to compare, and even harder since I haven't lost a pound in 8 weeks. I pray it's just a plateau!
I'm scared every minute that the weight will come back! Since the day of the surgery I've lost 68 pounds. Since I started the process I've lost 93 (remember I had to lose weight before they'd do the surgery).
Once I look at pictures though......I can see it (I can't feel it). I hope you can see it too!
No more hiding in pictures behind children, props and uh....pumpkins! A Pumpkin! Really? How did I think that made me look smaller?