Wrong date

No I lied - the due date is not Aug 19th (must have mixed that up with today) The real due date is Aug. 11th!

Christmas Miracle

Well, you won't believe it. After disappointing test results and low hormones in the beginning something has sprung into action. Perhaps it was all those scary rides at Disneyland a few weeks ago?
I went to the Dr. for an ultrasound yesterday (expecting the worst news of course) and there before my very own eyes was a little baby bean with a super fast heartbeat pumping strong!!
We've NEVER had a heartbeat in any previous pregnancies so this is a huge success for us and if we can just get through the next 6 weeks then we will be out of that scary time and hopefully on our way to finally becoming parents!
The Doctor gave me a due date of August 19th - YAY!!!

Blood Test results

Well.....not the greatest. last time I was pregnant my first results were 45 today they were only 31 - which is still a positive result, but not optimal. So...I'm disappointed - the nurse who gave me the results was less then helpful as she just kept saying, well - it could mean miscarraige. I wanted to yell at her YES I KNOW IT HAPPENS ALL THE TIME TO ME!!!
So - here we go again. I can't help but feel like I'm being punished for something - I get one or two miscarraiges, but more than that really shouldn't happen to anyone. It's like being handed a Christmas present and just as your about to open it having it yanked away. Life can sometimes really suck!
Becky

Waiting......

We wait, blood tests this morning - all come back fine except the one we wait for, they don't e-mail those results. I have to call in the morning - I know from all the pee pee tests that I'm pregnant - what I don't know is if the hormones are good this time.
I will go to bed and try to dream of high HCG and high Progesterone levels.
The waiting......it's almost unbearable.